Post by Zayn Onyx on May 27, 2016 0:19:21 GMT -5
Zayn Onyx
Life sucks and then you die.
(Trigger Warnings: Self Harm, Drugs Abuse, Suicidal Thoughts)
Zayn's your typical emo kid, if there is a typical emo kid. His real name is Benjamin Annesley, which he hate. He hates his parents, he hates the world and most of all he hates himself. When it comes to his parents, he does whatever he can to piss them off. From attending every muggle studies class he can, to getting recked with drugs. He covers up how he feels about himself with whatever he can. If drugs are avaliable he'll do those, the stronger the better. If they aren't availble than it's alcohol. If that's not available he's got razors, and knows a spell for it two in case he forgot his razor in his room. He also carries old fashioned muggle bandaging supplies because who wants hard earned cuts to fade into nothing. He hates the world but does nothing to try and change it because why bother, he's honestly surprised society has gotten as far as it has. He would have expected humanity to blow itself back into the dark ages by now, though that'll probably happen any day now.
His parents are you're typical rich pureblood asshats, hate muggles and anyone who's blood isn't pure, which is like, no one nowadays. Zayn knows they have muggle somewhere in their ancestry but he shut up about it after they threatened to disinherit him. Life may suck, but it sucks more without money for drugs and clothes.
He wasn't always like this, before school he listened to his parents and tried to be their good little heir. However that quickly fell apparent when he came to Hogwarts. His best friend, and first real friend was a muggle born from a similar family environment, Ana Grey. One of the only people he actually cares about in life. In his third year he really got started on doing everything his parents would disapprove of because they'd disapprove. He already excelled in muggle studies, but it was then he started doing drugs, and wandering the forbidden forest. I wasn't just teenage rebellion because he really hated them, and everything they stood for. His obsession with Muggles grew and he converted his wardrobe to the emo style of the late 20th century: death and apathy.
Last summer he'd got so tired of it than he tried running away. He collected as much money as he could from his parents, converted it all to muggle money, snapped his wand in half and tried to make a go of it. He ended up hitting clubs nightly with his new muggles friends. Looking older than his age helped, while he was about to turn fifteen, he said he was about to turn seventeen, and was able to pull off pretending to be eighteen in clubs. There he started trying new and exciting drugs and eventually experimenting with sex. The lifestyle wasn't healthy of course, a lot of his friends ended up dead. But it wasn't until the guy he was staying with, a seventeen year old muggle run away, who he'd developed an extreme attachment to ended up overdosing that he was left stunned, and with no other ideas, ended up going home. There he got the berating of a life time and eventually a new wand. His parents had sushed the whole thing up, so as far as the other pureblood families knew, he was staying in paris with extended family.
He's not actively out to kill himself but death really sound like a good idea. I mean, we're all gunna die, who cares when? If it comes today it'd be a relief. Until then let's get high and forget the rest.
Best Friend: Ana Grey, they smoke together, they get high together, what's not to like?
Friends: People who will brood with or get high with him normally both. People who don't judge or try to change him
Dislikes: Anyone who tries to change him or judges him, people who adhere to pureblood ideology