Failure by design. [Llewellyn]
Apr 27, 2016 22:52:52 GMT -5
Kaimana Ohme, Mirai Kei, and 1 more like this
Post by Llewellyn Ludlow on Apr 27, 2016 22:52:52 GMT -5
this is one more late night basement song;
Llewellyn was born and raised in Isle of Skye Scotland to a mother (muggle) who was lovely, but possibly a bit too relaxed in her parenting techniques, and a diplomat Father (wizard) who simply fell short of his Fatherly duties (in Llewellyn's eyes) and likely prefers that his illegitimate son never came to be. He's an abysmally endearing yet infuriating young thing. Easy to love, and even easier to feel sorry for, Llewellyn never quite got the hang of Life basics 101 and his life has been a series of missteps ever since. He's really rather the typical teenage boy: lazy, lackadaisical, mixed with just the right amount of entitlement and gratuitous angst. Llewellyn has a good heart and means well, but his changeable sensibilities often lead him down the wrong path.
He's an air head and a habitual escapist, primarily ruled by the wax and wane of his fickle emotions. In terms of teenage coterie he's one of the 'bad kids' that parties often and neglects his studies.
Friends are absolutely the most important people in Llewellyn's life. Largely out of his own dissatisfaction with his family life he's built his own foster family and home away from home at Hogwarts. There are a very special few that have found themselves initiated to this clan, which Llewellyn offers only his enduring love and loyalty. The majority of these close friendships can fall under the umbrella term of romantic friendship. With these people he is affectionate, devoted, and accepting. Llewellyn loves these people in the most deeply sincere sense of the word.
Kaimana Ohme ;bffls ; "Oh, Kai? Dunno what to say. We can haver on for hours honestly, but it's more than just tha'. He's kinda like if I had a brother or twin and we grew up talkin' this weird twin alien language all knowin' each other and shit. He gets it- I get it. We get it. It's like that. You know? He's the one I'm most comfortable with and knows me the best, though sometimes I don't think I deserve him."
"I didn't deserve him."
Ana Gray ; good friend ; enabler ; "Ghost princess from hell. Really cool girl, cool shoes, wrecked beyotch. She's not real sentimental but that's okay. I think we're both kind of fucked up and sometimes having someone around that also feels wrong inside makes things a lot less lonely."
Daniyah Ohme ; like sister
Émil Ohme ; like brother
Lachlan Strangways ; friend ; but somewhat uncomfortable?; "Can't make heads or tails of him sometimes, and he says some wacky shit. Ultimately though he seems like a nice guy."
Associates, companions, and casual friendships. These people don't generally get to see the affectionate side of Llewellyn but he's still super cool with them. Generally speaking, Llewellyn is nice to most people so the majority of his classmates can fall under this category. They might think he's a bit of a weirdo because he talks about some pretty silly shit, but just so long as the smile and nod he'll take no offense.
Davina Jade ; "Davina? She seems alright and she's nice to me. Said some weird stuff at the party, but I don't really mind. I wasn't exactly feeling myself that night either."
Trent Travis ; professor ; "His class is sufferable and he seems nice enough, even though a lot of people don't like him. Get to watch movies all day which is sick!"
When it comes to romance, Llewellyn is easily overwhelmed by his fevered affections, and this terrifies him. He's never been in a relationship and is very much uncomfortable with his sexuality. So much so, he tends to avoid dialogue about the topic altogether. That doesn't mean, however, that it is not a topic that he dwells on frequently. Quite the contrary, he faces quite a bit of anxiety about the topic on the regular basis. Being that Llewellyn is not an altogether unattractive guy I imagine there have been maybe a few girls he's chatted with and maybe even snogged as he's struggled with his sexuality but obviously the interest on his end is lacking. Some might have even picked up on this.
Kaimana Ohme ;It's complicated ; "I-uhm... Well, you know, he's a really great friend. I wouldn't want to ruin that... but... that doesn't mean I want to see him with anyone else either if I'm being perfectly honest. The whole thing makes my head (and heart) hurt. I sometimes wish we could just go back in time when things weren't so knotty. Kai is still so him though, and I like that. He doesn't have a clue."
"Sometimes you need to let the things you love the most go."
Ana Gray ; first kiss ; "she puked in my mouth. It was gross. I'm not pissed or anything because it wasn't something I was particularly into from the get go. She's still a cool chick at the end of the day."
Edmund Strangways ; Crushin' ; Hook up ; "Smart and quiet and I think I might make him nervous even though I'm 200% wrecked around him. He looks serious business but I think there's more to him than he leads on."
Noel Beckett ; public enemy no 1 ; "Any enemy of a friend is an enemy of mine."
Tobias Åstrōm ; Jealousy ; Huge Douche ; "I might have been okay with Kai being with someone if he wasn't such posh trash... but it's so much more than just hating him because he's with Kai. If I hear him objectify Kai like he did on the Pitch again I don't think there's a force in this world that would be able to hold me back from smashing his skull in. Kai is still the closest friend I've ever had and he deserves respect."
He's an air head and a habitual escapist, primarily ruled by the wax and wane of his fickle emotions. In terms of teenage coterie he's one of the 'bad kids' that parties often and neglects his studies.
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Friends are absolutely the most important people in Llewellyn's life. Largely out of his own dissatisfaction with his family life he's built his own foster family and home away from home at Hogwarts. There are a very special few that have found themselves initiated to this clan, which Llewellyn offers only his enduring love and loyalty. The majority of these close friendships can fall under the umbrella term of romantic friendship. With these people he is affectionate, devoted, and accepting. Llewellyn loves these people in the most deeply sincere sense of the word.
Kaimana Ohme ;
"I didn't deserve him."
Ana Gray ; good friend ; enabler ; "Ghost princess from hell. Really cool girl, cool shoes, wrecked beyotch. She's not real sentimental but that's okay. I think we're both kind of fucked up and sometimes having someone around that also feels wrong inside makes things a lot less lonely."
Daniyah Ohme ; like sister
Émil Ohme ; like brother
Lachlan Strangways ; friend ; but somewhat uncomfortable?; "Can't make heads or tails of him sometimes, and he says some wacky shit. Ultimately though he seems like a nice guy."
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Associates, companions, and casual friendships. These people don't generally get to see the affectionate side of Llewellyn but he's still super cool with them. Generally speaking, Llewellyn is nice to most people so the majority of his classmates can fall under this category. They might think he's a bit of a weirdo because he talks about some pretty silly shit, but just so long as the smile and nod he'll take no offense.
Davina Jade ; "Davina? She seems alright and she's nice to me. Said some weird stuff at the party, but I don't really mind. I wasn't exactly feeling myself that night either."
Trent Travis ; professor ; "His class is sufferable and he seems nice enough, even though a lot of people don't like him. Get to watch movies all day which is sick!"
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When it comes to romance, Llewellyn is easily overwhelmed by his fevered affections, and this terrifies him. He's never been in a relationship and is very much uncomfortable with his sexuality. So much so, he tends to avoid dialogue about the topic altogether. That doesn't mean, however, that it is not a topic that he dwells on frequently. Quite the contrary, he faces quite a bit of anxiety about the topic on the regular basis. Being that Llewellyn is not an altogether unattractive guy I imagine there have been maybe a few girls he's chatted with and maybe even snogged as he's struggled with his sexuality but obviously the interest on his end is lacking. Some might have even picked up on this.
Kaimana Ohme ;
"Sometimes you need to let the things you love the most go."
Ana Gray ; first kiss ; "she puked in my mouth. It was gross. I'm not pissed or anything because it wasn't something I was particularly into from the get go. She's still a cool chick at the end of the day."
Edmund Strangways ; Crushin' ; Hook up ; "Smart and quiet and I think I might make him nervous even though I'm 200% wrecked around him. He looks serious business but I think there's more to him than he leads on."
One knows no fury like the lily scorned. For being such a peaceable young man, those that damage his trust and burn their bridges with Llewellyn are bound to suffer his disapproving gaze for the rest of their life. Llewellyn holds grudges, and it is perhaps one of his worst characteristics.
Noel Beckett ; public enemy no 1 ; "Any enemy of a friend is an enemy of mine."
Tobias Åstrōm ; Jealousy ; Huge Douche ; "I might have been okay with Kai being with someone if he wasn't such posh trash... but it's so much more than just hating him because he's with Kai. If I hear him objectify Kai like he did on the Pitch again I don't think there's a force in this world that would be able to hold me back from smashing his skull in. Kai is still the closest friend I've ever had and he deserves respect."